Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Paasion lost

Have you ever lost interest in something that you thought was your passion?

I've lost my passion for reading and writing, and I'm not sure what to do about it. I've just stopped writing and I've also stopped reading and I feel like my vocabulary has also taken a turn for the worse, possibly because of this. I enjoy reading but right now a book does not hold my interest. I am not motivated to do anything anymore, because I don't know what it all is worth for.

I miss writing I really do, I miss reading also, and I miss getting excited about things.

(5years ago is my last post)


Envarda Zie

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Natrah Tragedy

This is all about the theater of Natrah ,I feel like I want to know more about her.So I GOOGLEfor a Wikipedia and trying overview on the you tube about the history.

And what i get??
this the love story when,her sister are made for a fake letter (its like from Natrah) and send to Mansur Adabi which is her husband and say that Natrah are not love him anymore.And according that Mansur Adabi decide to married other women and the same time the news are read by Natrah she very dissapoited.


I feel like I'm gonna to cry .I can feel how suffer is her for being in a life. When I read I feel that How that we separate life with a mum that growth us with a full of love and care.How about the religious ? From the story i read that she are force to converted from muslim to a christian it self because she was under age and parents are deciding for her.


Natrah pray when she was under a good care of Siti Aminah her foster mother

She hug Siti Aminah,she won't lost her




WTF!! to follow in legal make her suffer.I don't think that the law are convince to use .I can feel it its better them kill her on the age because she was like very sick inside according to the precious time she felt.I can see how she miss her mum and her teenage life. Natrah is a lagend women who suffering and who the one that so tough to face the world .Nobody know how sick and suffer she were.But we never know she died as a Islam or Christian ?
God if she was the one of your mankind as a Lord please place her in between a people that you needed and you love.I pray here.





Now you can see how soft spoken is she,and how manner the way she talk.She still call her name Natrah event the things are happen for a very 50th years ago, hear how she speaks its sound Malay :(




xoxo,
envarda zie


Sunday, October 31, 2010

INAI JARI

YEEEEHA untuk minggu kedua cuti sem sangat best,macam-macam dah buat.and my weight lose 2kg suke kan.
Okay started to have a 3rd week cuti sem!!Semalam hari ahad bersamaan 31.OCT.2010 genap 24 tahun untuk orang yang aku sayang,eeee macam geli jer kan okay dah ignore.Ni nak cerita hari tu pergi makan malam dengan 'buddy' pastu tengaok jari ada kala merah macam inai cantik sangat so tanyalah

'Akak pakai inai ke?'

'yup,tapi bukan inai daun ni macam inai buat sendiri'

'Huh?owhh macam mana tu'

Haaaa ni lah nak cerita,selalu pakai inai india lah inai daun tu suma kan?tapi ni inai sabun punya 'hand made' memang tak pernah dengar tapi memang really works and warna merah dia sangat awesome.Boleh buat kat rumah tak payah risau untuk bawak sembahyang ke apa yakin halal 100%.Warna dia merah pure cantik dari 'quetags' haha betul ke spelling? okay sure korang tau kan apa benda macam kalar kuku yang tak leh bawak sembahyang tu.Tak payah beli sampai 1 cube 5dolar sume sangat membazir.Buat sendiri kat rumah jer.
Okay meh lah nak ajar buat ni.
bahan-bahan:
  1. Bedak
  2. kapor (air kapor dengan isi dia)
  3. pati sirap (untuk kaler,kalau nak warna lain guna benda untuk buat cake tu)
  4. air
  5. Sabun buku dikikis

haha ,tengok sikit je kan?
okay ,
cara-cara:
  • masukakn sume sekali,letak air dan kacau sampai dia macam lembik-lembik .Jangan sampai lebih air dan kurang nanti tak jadi.Pandai lah alter.
sampai jadi macam ni


Than kalau dah siap bolehlah pakai kat jari,letak elok-elok dan kemas,biarkan 20minit atau sampai nampak dia dah jadi macam putih-putih sikit than terus basuh dengan sabun.Benda ni boleh tahan kekal di jari macam sebulan jugak so jangan risau lah nak bawak sembahyang ke apa,sangat-sangat boleh sebab bahan-bahann dia halal dan bersih :) sebab korang buat sendiri kan ?


jangan bagi comot warna dia cepat serap
letak elok-elok
mira pakaikan :)

tada!! dah siap

OKAY SELAMAT MENCUBA,MARI KITA MERIAHKAN JARI DENGAN WARNA-WARNI



P/S: jangan pakai kat bibir kalau nk merahkan bibir,sebab kapor dalam adunan tadi boleh keringkan bibir nanti bukan merah cantik jadi merah sebab bedarah pulak :)